Hi! I would like to say hello to everyone since I am new here. I have been trying for a long time to understand what is going on with me and this person so I will ask you for help.
This is the person that I met at work and immediately felt some kind of weird connection. As we became good colleagues he started to behave in a strange way, meaning that nobody has ever criticized me so much in my life, my physical appearance, my behavior, my way of life, my partner, friends, etc. What is strange is that I just cannot break ties with him. When we are in good terms, it is like we are the best friends, when we are not it is hell. He told me that he said to himself several times: that is it. I am not going to have anything anymore with her, I don't need this, and I felt the same. However, I still keep coming back, checking to see if he is doing well, worrying about his health etc. I don't feel romantic around him, more like protective and caring. I feel responsible towards him, like I owe him something. It is new and strange feeling for me. Maybe I am trying to find myself a sibling (my sister was killed years ago) or it is something from the past life. Sometimes, I feel like he is my blood relative because I have never been so forgiving to anybody, except my family, when it comes to hurting my feelings. What do you think is the reason for such weird attachment? Maybe its because his Sun and Mercury are in my 12th house, and my Sun, Venus, Saturn and Mercury are in his 12th house. I do not know what to do? Is it karma, did I hurt him in my past lives and now I am paying, was he my brother or what?
Our composite planets/asteroids:
Sun 24°4216" Leo in 12 house
Moon 5°5518" Pisces in 6 house
Mercury 1° 529" Virgo in 12 house
Venus 16°1258" Leo in 11 house
Mars 29°2345" Leo in 12 house
Jupiter 0° 110" Pisces in 6 house
Saturn 18°4144" Virgo in 1 house
Uranus 19°16 6" Scorpio in 3 house
Neptune 18°5745" Sagittarius in 4 house
Pluto 18°3457" Libra in 2 house
True Node 29°5220" Leo in 12 house
Chiron 17°2244" Taurus in 9 house
P.Fort. 7° 330" Cancer in 10 house
Vertex 28°3435" Aquarius in 6 house
Lilith 24°40 4" Pisces in 7 house
Juno 13°5827" Cancer in 10 house
Eros 4°5214" Cancer in 10 house
Psyche 26°3335" Virgo in 1 house
Karma 16°5937" Virgo in 1 house
Destinn 19°5735 Virgo in 1 house
Thank you for any help/thoughts...
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